-Boom Theory-

Helllooooooooo, My name is... yeah. I love reading; fine food; classic cars; gorgeous women; & poetry. Blazers are almost an addiction along with nice shoes. In short, I'm a bundle of fuckin' joy. Go hard, or get the fuck off my page. That's the motto.

Anatomy of a lie.

When we lie to ourselves, and believe our own lies,

we become unable to recognize the truth, either in ourselves

or in anyone else, and we end up losing

respect for ourselves and for others. When we

have no respect for anyone, we can no longer love, and,

in order to divert ourselves, having no love in us, we yield

to our impulses, indulge in the lowest forms of

pleasure, and behave in the end like an animal, in satisfying our vices.

And it all comes from lying – lying to other and ourselves.

This my freinds, is Aush (pronounced Awsh). What this is is just pure deliciousness. It’s like mix of soup/pasta/noodles with beans, chick peas, herbs and spices, and, well in short it’s just very delicious. I told mama dukes that I was having a bummy day today. Within an hour she made me this :) I love Le Mother of mine. Note: I don’t know why the picture has come out so skewed when it’s minimized. It’s better when you click it though.

This my freinds, is Aush (pronounced Awsh). What this is is just pure deliciousness. It’s like mix of soup/pasta/noodles with beans, chick peas, herbs and spices, and, well in short it’s just very delicious.

I told mama dukes that I was having a bummy day today. Within an hour she made me this :)

I love Le Mother of mine.

Note: I don’t know why the picture has come out so skewed when it’s minimized. It’s better when you click it though.

throwingmilkshakesatcars replied to your post: End of the rope.

If someone is being mean and/or unpleasant to you I just want it to be known that I don’t approve of that shit. >:(

I will her know that she doesn’t have Alia’s stamp of approval :)

It’s just you know, it’s hard out here for a pimp. You understand right? lol.

Question for the Tumblr-verse.

Can a guy and a girl have a real close, best friends type of relationship and just stay that way? Even if they become emotionally closer, it’s just on a good friends level. Nothing more.

I say yes, they can.

But whenever I tell people that my best friend, the one who knows some of my deepest and darkest secrets is a girl. The first question that comes out of their mouth is “did you ever like her?” or vice versa. A lot of people say that no it’s not possible.

What do you guys think?

End of the rope.

Everyone has their limits. Their limit of how much bullshit they will take, how far you can push them, or even how long you can play games with them. Some have a minute limit. Others, have quite a large capacity. But everyone has their limits and sooner or later if you keep pushing them you will bring them to their limit. You NEVER want to do that. When you push people past that point, shit gets ugly. And I mean UUUUUGGLLLLYY.

You’re hovering around my limit. Please stop. I’ve placed you on a special pedestal. You’re kind of special to me. I don’t say that to a lot girls or people in general. Please stop before I put you in the same category as all the other women I’ve met. I don’t wanna do that. I believe in actions speaking louder than words and the things you’ve been doing as of late, you’re putting yourself in that category.

You say and do these things that make me want to spend eternity with you.

Then, on the flip side, you say and do some things that make me think 10x before I even send you a simple text saying “Hey”. What’s up with that babe?

I told you on day 1, “No bullshit”. I made it clear that I don’t stand for bullshit and I’ll be out as soon as you start feeding me that. Then you go and pull off shit like this? Come on now.

Stop.

That is all.

Drafts.

I’m gonna spend the next few days just emptying what’s in my drafts folder. There is way too much stuff in there. It’s usually things that I started writing about but then realized it got too personal or it was irrelevant or I just gave up on it. I’m gonna finish the things that were left half done and post what needs to be.

I feel like my drafts folders is slowly becoming how I am. Just keeping things to myself and telling thing only to a few people. But that’s the exact reason I started this whole blog. To get away from the real life shit and have a place to just talk about whatever.

I guess it’s a natural habit lol.

So yeah, gonna be doing a lot of that stuff over the next few days.

And,

if I do get my goals accomplished, you guys are OBVIOUSLY more than welcome to come celebrate with me while I make use of the awesomeness that is Crystal Head :)

By the end of this year, a lot of good things could be coming my way. I started this year with a few goals that I wanted achieve by the end of the year. So far, I’ve accomplished about half of them. If I achieve all of my goals then I think that deserves some celebration. I will be celebrating with this bottle of Crystal Head Vodka. Now you may ask, “Well, what is the significance of this bottle of vodka?”. Well my friends, this vodka wasn’t allowed in the province that I live in. The government body that monitors the liquor flow in Ontario is a pansy. LCBO thought that because of the shape of the bottle, it made people depressed or was promoting death or something bullshit ass bureaucratic excuse. So this was banned for a while. But now LCBO has grown some balls and decided to carry it. I managed to get my hands on this bottle waaaaaay before they allowed. Due to the scarcity at that time, I made myself a promise that I would only open this on a special occasion like a graduation, wedding, birth of a child, return of Jesus, what ever. And I’ve kept it since. So if I get my goals accomplished it would actually be pretty sweet. I think I deserve that right?

By the end of this year, a lot of good things could be coming my way. I started this year with a few goals that I wanted achieve by the end of the year. So far, I’ve accomplished about half of them. If I achieve all of my goals then I think that deserves some celebration.

I will be celebrating with this bottle of Crystal Head Vodka. Now you may ask, “Well, what is the significance of this bottle of vodka?”. Well my friends, this vodka wasn’t allowed in the province that I live in. The government body that monitors the liquor flow in Ontario is a pansy. LCBO thought that because of the shape of the bottle, it made people depressed or was promoting death or something bullshit ass bureaucratic excuse. So this was banned for a while. But now LCBO has grown some balls and decided to carry it.

I managed to get my hands on this bottle waaaaaay before they allowed. Due to the scarcity at that time, I made myself a promise that I would only open this on a special occasion like a graduation, wedding, birth of a child, return of Jesus, what ever. And I’ve kept it since.

So if I get my goals accomplished it would actually be pretty sweet. I think I deserve that right?

Dear life,

when I said “Can my day get any worse?”

It was a rhetorical question.

Not a challenge!